It could stay this simple

I'm Meghan, I'm pretty much your average girl. I live in Louisiana and am currently a college student majoring in Elementary Education. Please feel free to ask me anything you want. I love meeting new people :)

Today things are looking up.

couldn’t be happier :)

easier said than done

easier said than done

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Question of the day

Something has changed between us. I can’t put my finger on what it is exactly, but its not how it used to be. Everything is weird now. I still want to be with him and hold him and kiss him, but I find myself retracting at the same time. When his arms wrapped around me I didn’t feel that warm safe feeling anymore, it felt strange and unfamiliar. When we kissed I didn’t feel the butterflies in my stomach like I always do after not being around him for long periods of time. I feel as if I’m one of those puzzles in a magazine where you have to look at the two pictures and find the differences between them. We don’t feel like us anymore. The past two weeks have been extremely challenging, maybe we just need time to try to get back to normal. I want us to get back to normal.

I don’t want to hurt anymore. I want to go back to being happy. I want to go back a month and see where everything started to go wrong. I wonder if a month would even be far enough back. There has to be a way to avoid this feeling, the feeling that we’re in a rut too big to dig ourselves out of. So the question is this: how do you know when its time to let go? At what point is it time to surrender and admit to yourself that everything you thought you knew was right is really an illusion. How do you tell the one person you think you love most in the world that maybe you aren’t right for each other? At what point is it time to say goodbye?